It was a joyous occasion in our family. My kid brother had a daughter, born on the 31st of August at 7:33PM. He names her Jona, (without the terminal ‘h’) for they want a name that is easy to pronounce by her grandparents and one that is sort of ambiguous when it comes to gender-specifics (even though we well know Jonah the prophet was, male). I briefly tell them about the significance of this name, for when it comes to the critique of the “wicked and perverse generation” of Jesus’ time who demand signs, none will be shown except that of, the Prophet Jonah. And as frail as the baby is, she is in God’s hands, commanding all the attention of her eager grandparents, and her admiring uncle (me). I am astounded by the miracle of new life, and the magnet for potential that all newborns intrinsically possess.
When Jesus states that every one of us have to be like children to enter the Kingdom of God, this is a prescription of something that is not easy to do by our own efforts. The transformation that Jesus seeks from us, is a deconstruction of our persons as to be stripped from any reason for pride- that is except, for our new identity in Christ! [I contend that this is one of the invariable effects of the gospel] We are warranted to be proud of Jesus, to hold our esteem purely by knowing clearly just who we are now connected to, by the virtue of the gospel that our hearts accept, in faith, in the simple trust that children for the most part, seem to be natural at. In Apostle Paul’s case, he has numerous credentials that places him in the position of being a Jewish elite- le crème de la crème, so to speak; yet finds these things tantamount to rubbish, when encountering the grace and love of Jesus Christ.
So, while it is one thing to carry the object/person of our devotion (ie. God) with honor, the devotion itself is not what makes any one of us superlative in relation to the other. While Paul is no less of a Super-Apostle than the other twelve, he was stuck in a difficult position to carry out his authority in the posture of complete humility. Just a few of his well-remembered verses stand out:
Rom. 8:26 Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words.
1Cor. 1:25 For God’s foolishness is wiser than human wisdom, and God’s weakness is stronger than human strength.
1Cor. 2:3 And I came to you in weakness and in fear and in much trembling.
1Cor. 15:43 It is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory. It is sown in weakness, it is raised in power.
2Cor. 11:30 If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.
2Cor. 12:9 but he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.” So, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.
2Cor. 13:4 For he was crucified in weakness, but lives by the power of God. For we are weak in him, but in dealing with you we will live with him by the power of God.
But in the world, we do not cherish this attribute. Weakness is undesirable, we seek people who are strong, who carry their strengths with panache; while some even exalt those who zealously guard their weaknesses while displaying only strengths and esteemed attributes. In the case of Paul, he was a brilliant theologian with powerful ability to articulate the eternal things of God as he lived them out, but he was not an impressive speaker by Greek standards. He also suffered from a physical infirmity that kept no small discomfort in his day to day life (some speculate that he might have had problems with his eyes). But how do these cherished verses that assign certain value to weaknesses fare against the repeated charges to be: ”Strong and courageous”? (Josh. 1:6, 9, 18; 10:25, Dan. 10:19)
While Paul makes it abundantly clear, of the dormant strength hidden in the posture of the weak who trust God, (appropriating weakness as a necessary attribute in the larger function of just how God displays his powers) a recent life example outlines this principle even further. The Christian detects power from unexpected places and people. Just a day prior to my niece’s birth, one of my seminary brothers David, asked me for a ride to the prayer mountain to fast. When I picked him up at his house in Walnut he was already emaciated, just skin and bones really. From what I understand, he had already completed a 40+ days of fasting and was on a slow recuperative diet but he felt led by the LORD to fast more. On his long list of concerns he is praying for the current political regime and the various policies regarding marriage, as well as for the wisdom of our current president. He was so feeble when I sat across him, fading in and out of sleep. It broke my heart to see him, as he was already a pretty skinny guy to begin with.
While one side of me was concerned with his health, there was an unmistakable radiance and power from his being, I was able to drop him off and head home knowing fully, that God was with this young man. I was in a sense, ashamed of the weakness of my own prayer life in comparison to his- but was encouraged by his commitment, courage, and finally strength that shines forth in spite of his apparent physical frailty as it relates to his current condition. He is not the most eloquent guy I know but his gusto for sharing the gospel is unparalleled in my experience. It is a spiritual strength that outshines the fleshly, and each time we encounter the Word of God, we encounter this principle that conditions our senses to detect the spiritual strengths in each other, just beneath the surface of our frailties. It is my hope that we each be cultivated by God, this sense of the spiritual, which is undoubtedly interwoven into the supernatural, and emerging finally, into the eternal.